..Friendship..

Will all the good times be remember?
My good friend, I don't want our embrace to never end.
This love will soon end.
Because you are getting marry and starting your own new life.
Next time that we meet, it will only be a hand shake.
Or probably just an hug and a little smile.
For you will be with your new partner in life.
And I will be all alone.
Just thinking about how much fun and love we had for one another.
That love, the times we talked for several hours.
There will be no more.
Thinking about this, makes me not want to get marry anymore.
But it is in Gods plan for all of us to at least get marry.
knowing that our friendship is going to be totally different after you get marry,
I will still pursue on praying for you and your partner.
It will be a good thing if I met your husband and you meet my wife.
But, it will never be the same again.
....ahaha....what am I thinking now...(clears throat)..
God be in control over this.
Amen.

..someone..

As I put on my Amercan Eagle shirt
I ponder which pants should I wear, in
order to match the shirt I just worn?
Does anyone care, I asked myself?
Certaintly not!
As the shirt came right off, I reached for the Aeropostale shirt.
The same thought came to mind again.
The sihrt flew off all of a sudden.
A white T-shirt, blue jeans, and a white pair of shoes,
was what I wore to school that morning.

What more will the world think of me, I pondered?
Aha....for my car will be next?
I need a new one?
Which one?
Toyota?
Honda?
Let me see?
How about a Lexus?
Or how about a BMW 1 Sereies?
Nah..I'll just stick with the truck that my brother in law gave me!

What more, will the world think of me?

No need to worry, what they will think?
No need to worry!
I am, who I am!
I am, whom I choose to be?
To meet satisfaction!
To meet the unrealistic?
Finishing strong!
Finishing long?

Hmm...

Hoping to meet you soon again, I pray that God keeps you safe.
Safe from all evil and bad things that can possibly happen.
While I'm gone, don't miss me, let ME miss you only.
In this case then you won't have to worry about me.
Let me worry only about you.
Keep on pursuing what God has in plan for you.
Don't be afraid, for God has already given me..you!
While I'm gone, stay close and faithful to God.
For he will lead us back together.
Trust in god, for he provides all of our needs.
His love for all of us is never ending.
And to the end, I will love you.
For when we meet in heaven, I shall not keep no pass.
But I shall keep your love, and Gods too.

God take me away now.
Walking by and not noticing me?
Chatting, laughing, and having the time of your life.
New friends left and right.
Kids shouting for more attentions.
Adults, drinking their drinks.
Shouting at the top of my lungs.
God take me away now.
I no longer want to see all this tear apart.
Family, asking for more help.
Stranger, still doing the strangest thing.
Homeless, still homeless.
Friends losing one another.
God take me away now.
Lovers, divorcing and not realizing how much God loves them.
Love birds, not knowing that God is going to change their lives.
Love, easily given from God.
Thank you!

Lovers

Though we are unable to be together right now,
I Pray each day that God holds you in his hands
in replace of mine.
I think of you each and every single day,
because you are the only thing in my mind.
Though time can change so many things and bring
so many things into our lives, You will never leave my side
and I will stand by yours until the end of time.



This is my way of thinking about the ones that are deeply in love.

...one day...

God, I thank you for this life you have given me.
Hopefully it is in your way, not mines?
Is this what you really me want to do?
Or is this what I want to do?

Dad I really want to tell that I love you,
but you are no longer here with us.
Thought we didn't get to spend much time together,
you've shown me your love already.
We will meet heaven. Love you.

Mom, I thank you for your love.
Because you are the only I have left.
I Know I've leaned on your shoulders for a long time now.
Soon it will be you turn, to lean on me.
Your trust and hopes are in me.
I well not let you down!
I'll make you proud.

Family, I hate to dissapoint you guys.
But this is to better the kingdom of God.
I know you have thought of me as a better person.
But this is who I really am, and what God wants.

Friends, I thank you all for your trust in me.
I love you all!
Will all the good times be remember?
I know I will!
Will this be our last real friendship hug.
Or will the next one be a look in the eye, with no embrace?
Oh.. how I ponder about this change.
Leave it to God.

Girl, please be patient for me.
For it is, in Gods timing.
Will you wait for me?
I know I will!
Are you thiking about me?
Am I thinking of the right girl too?
Ahaha....what am I thinking?

World, this is all I can offer you.
Don't expect a lot out of me?
Don't you know that the true provider is God.
He will make sure you get enough,
and will always be by your side.
Stay close to him, and hold on tight.

God, use me, teach me, guide me, and lead me in your ways?
I want to better your kingdom.
To the ends of the earth I will go.
Help me stay faithful.
Give me a equal loving heart.