Tuesday, June 30, 2009

..search..

What makes people laugh the most is when you are the one making your own friends and family laugh the hardest they will ever. I've tried many times and some of those times were successful, but I doubt that only a few knew because majority of the laughs are from inside jokes known to only a few who talks to me more. One thing, there was one thing that caught attentions one day. That one day was when Michael Jackson was pronounced dead! Yes, it shocked the world because no one knew that a God given talent man had passed away and he was a legend because of his ability to sing and dance at the same time during a era where it was not popular yet. All that came to my mind was that, how did the people back in the bible reacted to Jesus Christ's death?? I do wonder if they were like some people today who said: "He was a legend and my God." I heard a man said on the news: "Michael was my God!" WOW!! I could not believe or take in the words that were going inside my ears as the man said those four huge words. All that I was able to bare and take in were my God given thoughts.
I wanted to know and see if, What will happen if we were to pursue our faith in God just like the fans of Michael, or us wanting to buy a house right now, or that second, third, or even fourth car that that we are saving up for? What if we were to want and desire God our heavenly father in heaven, only in this world and depended on him for the small things in life and not the big things that would cost us thousands of dollars, loans, and especially debt? I know a family who wanted to buy a house and they worked so hard for that home for a whole year or so and they finally got it. I pondered about their faith? What if the family pursued God, worked in their faith, searched for God, read the bible, prayed, and continued to search for a deeper understanding of God just like how they were searching for a new house then their spiritual life would of been worth more that the new house they are getting.
Who am I to say, and who am I to judge? All I know is that God is the only Judge.

Monday, June 22, 2009

..Thanks..

Thank you God for always being there when hard times and difficult times gets to me. I knew you were always by my side!

I am so thankful to have great friends and family in my life. My gout pains had gone away and I am now playing running and shooting goals freely. I am blessed daily and is loved by a God who gives it freely!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

..Fishing..

So Today I went Fishing even with my Gout Pain on my right foot. It is a early stage of Gout that I am currently going through. Nyiam Koom which is Sunday's Dad gave me some of his prescribed Gout Medicines. I am so thankful for God to provide such sudden help when I needed it. Even with the gout pain in my right foot I still went fishing at New Hogan Lake in Valley Spring, CA. My brother in laws and I caught only three fishes: 2 stripers, and 1 bass. It was a very fun fishing day and I enjoyed it much....sighs....Sadly, I have no Medical Insurance or Health Care on me as of this moment. I am still trying to enroll in M.A.P. which is provided by San Joaquin Medical Center in Stockton. The pills are a plus because it is working for me and the pain is going away. No just the pain, but the swelling is also fading. I know that I am better off on my own right now. What I am talking about is that if I was suppose to be in a relastionship then My Girl Friend woul dbe sacred to death right now. haha....sighs...God, you work in miraculous ways. I don't know how to thank you but say it simply to you in my prayers. You own everything that I have, you are the creator of this world and I don't have anything that is my own because you are my all. G0d, I have nothing without you.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

..ME..

Gout and Diet

Medical Author: William C. Shiel Jr., MD, FACP, FACR
Medical Editor: Jay W. Marks, MD

Learn how diet affects goutGout is a disease that results when crystals of uric acid form in tissues of the body. Gout is characterized by an overload of uric acid in the body and recurring attacks of joint inflammation (arthritis). Chronic gout can lead not only arthritis, but hard lumps of uric acid in and around the joints, decreased kidney function, and kidney stones. Gouty arthritis is usually an extremely painful attack with a rapid onset of joint inflammation. The inflammation is precipitated by the deposition of uric acid crystals in the lining of the joint (synovial lining) and the fluid within the joint. Intense joint inflammation occurs when white blood cells engulf the crystals of uric acid and release chemicals that promote inflammation. The resulting inflammation causes pain, heat, and redness of the joint.


Sadly, this is a Hereditary disease that has been passed by my dad's side of the family. All of his brothers are positive with this disease. My dad is the first of his brothers to die with this disease. As a minority of this great country, my fahter was never given the chance to be treated or given a professional care. Now, I, the son of my father, has this gout disease that is being passed on through me. But I still thank God for all that he has done in my life and this wonderful family that he has given me. There is a way to fight and conquer gout. There are many diet plans and food whihc I will have to give up as a young guy. But I am willing to abide and do what ever it takes to win over this disease. I have full faith and heart in God that he will provide the strenght for me when I need it. My name is anonymus, I am 21 years old, Asian, Follower of Christ, and loves what God has created for he is the creator.