Friday, November 28, 2008

.GOD is Good..

God, you are always at work in my life. You have given me such great friends and family. I cannot stop thanking you for everything that had happen in my life. Everything that is happening right now is in your hands. I believe that you give,....... and you take......sighs...It hurts..but I just need to realize that you are in control.............and not me. I need to be more patient about this current event. For sure you are by her side. Bless her and take good care of her Good. Show her who she really is. Teach her your ways, and use her to better your kingdom God. Many times you are always rearranging our life so that we may be able to put you first in everything that we do. I am so sorry that I doubted you God. I knew from the beginning that you were in control, but in between I slipped off. I did not put you in the middle of this situation. I have always told my friends, and family to have you in the beginning, middle, and at the end of the situation and whether good or bad, all praise and glory to you GOD. I did not do my part in this saying. Father, this is a learning experience for me and her. I am glad that we will still be able to keep a friendship bond. I am still bless, and is bless to know her. I do not regret this act that I have done. It was such a wonderful night, to see the wonderful stars shine brightly in the sky. Though time can change so many things, I know one things is true, time will never change, the way I feel for you. I have bestow this poem inside my heart to maintain our bond. I know that time is what she needs, but it seems like there is never enough time in this world. How can I possibly change in one night? How can I not feel the same for you again? How can i go on not thinking about what you said to me? Our friends were right, but we just needed to prove them wrong. God blessed us abundantly but we never saw it. He revealed ways to us but we went our own ways. How can this sudden change be acted this quickly. I know that you are still thinking about me. Of course, I am still thinking of you too. How hard we try to take this out of our mind, heart, or thoughts, we both know that we still like each other. We freaking like each other. Wait, I can't speak for you. I just know that I left it to God in the first place to handle it, and now it seems to be settling down. Friends is what you want, then it will happen in your request. If this is to make you smile, then i will do anything just to make you maintain that smile. I will go on in my life knowing that you were a blessing, not a job, or duty that God wanted me to do. Serious talk, WE are able to work this out! Father, be in control of this. All praise and Glory to God.

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