..Off to..

Man O Man..One more day and I'm off to School at Simpson University.
I know there will be a lot of freedom, but I won't abuse it.
The moment of schooling out of town has been in my head for a long time.
I thank GOD for everything that he has done for me in my life.
God truly knows what is best for all of us. HE will correct us and lead us.
We just need to keep on holding onto his hands and trust him all the way through.
For some times, I have doubt that GOD wasn't even by my side anymore.
I have not been faithful thats why. I have gone my own ways.
But, GOD has always been there for me. I just ignored his presence.

The whole school thing is now making me think about my future.
HAHA...funny...because like I told leah..I'm thinking whom is going to be my wife.
I will like a woman who is able to SACRIFICE, be DETERMINE, LOVING, WILLING to SERVE GOD, and be passionate about missionary work. HAHA...I am still praying about it. I know GOd will provide.

AS of right now then, I just really need to focus on GOD, SCHOOL, and FAMILY/FRIENDS.

..21st Birthday..

21 things to remember on your 21st B-Day!


#1. God loves you and you should love him too!
#2. Spend time with your family/friends.
#3. Love everyone.
#4. Be a good friend.
#5. Get done with your schoolings.
#6. Remember your mom and dads words.
#7. Look into the future.
#8. Act mature.
#9. You are now a role model to others.
#10. Live a good life.
#11. Respect your elders.
#12. Keep the good words.
#13. Learn from you mistakes.
#14. Don't shy away from the younger youths.
#16. Ask, if you don't know how to do it?(applying to anything)
#17. Socialize with everyone.
#18. Keep your friends and family accountable with their walk with Christ.
#19. It's O.K. to say "NO" too.
#20. Don't be a people pleaser.
#21. Please God first.

..justwondering..

...Its weird how girls are always searching for a NICE GUY. But when there is one, she fakes it out as if she doesn't see him close by. Its weird how guys go all around the world or states in search for the right girl. But he ends up with a girl in his hometown. Its weird how girls are always putting on make-up, how did their moms attract the dad back then? Its weird how guys are always changing their voice when picking up an phone call from a girl? But yells at their mom? Its weird how we are so easily branded by this world and its top notch fashion design these days. Its weird how people are judging other people right away, when not knowing who they really are. Its weird how we don't realize that it is IMPORTANT for us to dedicated our life to GOD. No more asking GOD to do this, do that? It has been long, our turn to do our parts. Use me GOD, teach me, guide me, take me where ever you want me to go?

..neverendingknowinggivingmyall..

wanting this relationship to be better than you do. keeping it real.
always pursuing me whenever i fall away. keeping it flowing.
giving me rest and a place of peace and solitude with you. loving me.
knowing that i have sin and is a sinner.always forgiving.
picking me out of the rubbish. love without choice.

..Alone..

You alone can not save the world with your gift.
It has to be a combination with other gifts too.
Everyone has to respect other peoples gift.
For they can be use to change this world.
Everyone has to understand that they are gifted in their own way.
God has given us all our own gifts.
Lets make sure to use it to glorify him together.
Many times we think that our gift is not as good as the other persons.
But it is unique, and one of a kind.
Lets all work together.

"You alone with your gift cannot change the whole world."

I got this quote from a movie called..."change the world" its in crunchyroll.com

..pick up..

Another phone ring.
While listening to your voice mail, it brings me happiness.
The happiness that I'm actually hearing your voice again.
I am satisfy, just to hear you say, HI!
Thanks to many gadgets, we are able to hear one another.
We are not too far away , just a couple miles away.
Another opportunity.
Prayers after prayers, and god has not answer yet.
What can this be? It is Gods decisions, not mines.
Impatiently I wait for the girl.
Another disturbance.
Dialing as fast as I can.
Just to reach you, just to talk to you.

..somewhere..

Some people will be catching the sunrise
Like eveyone else, everyone will be there too
As the heat passes through their skins
Everyone will be filled with warmth
As the moon rises from the East
I'll be there to watch
As the breeze hit my face
I'll be shivering away thoughts
Daddy, teach me something
How do I fix my bike, or how start-up the car
can I back it up
can I play with you some more.
They'll be catching the sunset
And I'll be catching the moon
Laughing and loving
That’s what most of them will do
Time will fly right by
So fast that you won't know it
God will take away
But his embrace will stay
Things will be changed
According to his wells
God knows it all
Just be sure to pray
As the moon rises from the East
I'll be there to watch
As the breeze hit my face
I'll be shivering away thoughts
As the sun sets away, far in the horizon
off to Asia, I'll be set away...

..Away..

Time has come for us to leave one another again.
Time hasn't given me or you much any more.
Time has never waited for me to tell you anything.
Time has been wasted by me again.

I have never took the time to tell you this.
I never have had the time to wish with you.
I never looked at the time when talking with you.
I didn't care how much time it took you to answer.

You've always took more time.
You've always prayed for me.
You've always wished me luck.
You've always been there with me.

God has answered all prayers.
God has been by our side.
God has loved us so much.
God is making sure, we're loving each others.