I know God does not exist for some people. Its sad to say, but it is true. I wonder how many know the story if Jesus? I wonder how many people are not saved? I want to travel the world love them all. But is that enough? Will it change them? Is it worth it? Missionaries have traveled and evangelized to many unreachable tribes and people in the world. What more can I do if I go. I suppose I am proving to myself and the world that I have a part in it.
It is cold and that time of year again. It is when the stocks and businesses sky rockets because people are buying gifts after gifts for friends and family. I suppose the saying, "Money makes the world goes round," is true to some degree. I have not done any shopping yet. My mind is on my family and much I want to get them gifts. But my heart wants something more than that. I hope they understand me if they ever read this. The one desire and best gift I can receive from my family is their love and support in the things that I do. I love them all and would sacrifice anything for them.
One of the best gift I received this year is the lovely Natalie Elizabeth Quitasol. God has been good and evident in my life. I have been healed, saved from life threatening accidents, survived countless accidents and injuries. Thank You God! This lady is amazing. She is intelligent, beautiful, and a Godly woman. She is funny, cooks, eats, and adventurous. She loves diversity and seeks to learn new culture, and new exotic food to eat. Sounds like my kind of girl! That is why I am blessed by God to have this chance with her. We have been dating for 1 month and eight days. We've known each other for four years, but never hooked up. I believe within those four years, God was preparing us for this. Now that we are both dating and more mature, we are both confident in each other.
I would not mind spending the rest of my life with her and exploring life with her. To travel and wander the mass Earth together. To eat, drink, and hike the highest peak with her. What more can I ask for! I hope she understands that this is real. Although it seems fast and unreal. This is real and real as it can be. All that we have been through, everything that we promise, all that has been said and done. May we both cherish the hard times and good times together. May God teach us and guide us to be great lovers and fearing God. I have so much to say about you and for you. But I would like to save it all when the big day comes. May God keep you safe and use you to better the Kingdom of God. May he prepare both our hearts to what He has in store for us. May we be open to His teachings and guidance.
