Blessed..!

Father God, you are always loving. You have given me and bless me abundantly. I shall not want and desire anything more. You have always provided when I ask. You are always in haste to cure the brokenness in my life. The teachings you have taught me. The guidance you have provided in my life. The leadership role that you have bestow to my heart and mind after many triumphant tasks that you put me through. All of the blessings i cannot count. But your love is more than anything in this world. Nothing is to its match, non can compare the love that you given me. In days i have sin, and continued to sin like David with cruel lusting hearts that all men posses. Make me a new person that i will follow you. To the ends of the earth, take me there. Show me the way that you have made for me to walk upon. Countless blessings, blessings that are to be given to those who have not seen your love. Forgive this world and its corrupted ways O God. Forgive the person who has sin against me too O God. Father, you are always watching over us, and keeping close by, the days are filled with unexpected errors, and trial, but may everything be done in your will.

..relieved..

go on with the lie
not knowing that you are dying inside
moving alone as others are too
not knowing those aren't your shoes
remembering all the great times
imitating to be spiritually high
what happen
everything was taken
knowing that my friend wants to be free
yet i stand here and tease
wanting the best for me
i chose to be differently
why be different
God made you different already
my life is full of sin
trying to find a end
confessing
repenting
God forgive me of my sin
i should of known not to give in
all these beautiful ladies you created
they are all beautiful and devoted
so why a guy like me cannot stop the lust inside
i know im not the only one that is sinning alongside
of course every man is struggling
who ever denies it is lying
i rather let my girlfriend know now
because if i wait longer it'll haunt me forever
a sin cannot be ranked
my sin, your sin, it is still sin.

..relating..

So God had delivered me into this world for a purpose..
But I soon discovered that I have forgotten about his love for me.
I have forgotten his words that he has planted in my heart.
I also forgotten that I need to fear only God.
The pasture of peace has been lain in front.
I, not noticing it, has gone astray.
My own paths soon came to be my own fate.
Easing the pain by sinning won't work, that, I learn.
God, redirecting my ways and changing my life.
It is no longer my choice, but God's.

..Off to..

Man O Man..One more day and I'm off to School at Simpson University.
I know there will be a lot of freedom, but I won't abuse it.
The moment of schooling out of town has been in my head for a long time.
I thank GOD for everything that he has done for me in my life.
God truly knows what is best for all of us. HE will correct us and lead us.
We just need to keep on holding onto his hands and trust him all the way through.
For some times, I have doubt that GOD wasn't even by my side anymore.
I have not been faithful thats why. I have gone my own ways.
But, GOD has always been there for me. I just ignored his presence.

The whole school thing is now making me think about my future.
HAHA...funny...because like I told leah..I'm thinking whom is going to be my wife.
I will like a woman who is able to SACRIFICE, be DETERMINE, LOVING, WILLING to SERVE GOD, and be passionate about missionary work. HAHA...I am still praying about it. I know GOd will provide.

AS of right now then, I just really need to focus on GOD, SCHOOL, and FAMILY/FRIENDS.

..21st Birthday..

21 things to remember on your 21st B-Day!


#1. God loves you and you should love him too!
#2. Spend time with your family/friends.
#3. Love everyone.
#4. Be a good friend.
#5. Get done with your schoolings.
#6. Remember your mom and dads words.
#7. Look into the future.
#8. Act mature.
#9. You are now a role model to others.
#10. Live a good life.
#11. Respect your elders.
#12. Keep the good words.
#13. Learn from you mistakes.
#14. Don't shy away from the younger youths.
#16. Ask, if you don't know how to do it?(applying to anything)
#17. Socialize with everyone.
#18. Keep your friends and family accountable with their walk with Christ.
#19. It's O.K. to say "NO" too.
#20. Don't be a people pleaser.
#21. Please God first.

..justwondering..

...Its weird how girls are always searching for a NICE GUY. But when there is one, she fakes it out as if she doesn't see him close by. Its weird how guys go all around the world or states in search for the right girl. But he ends up with a girl in his hometown. Its weird how girls are always putting on make-up, how did their moms attract the dad back then? Its weird how guys are always changing their voice when picking up an phone call from a girl? But yells at their mom? Its weird how we are so easily branded by this world and its top notch fashion design these days. Its weird how people are judging other people right away, when not knowing who they really are. Its weird how we don't realize that it is IMPORTANT for us to dedicated our life to GOD. No more asking GOD to do this, do that? It has been long, our turn to do our parts. Use me GOD, teach me, guide me, take me where ever you want me to go?

..neverendingknowinggivingmyall..

wanting this relationship to be better than you do. keeping it real.
always pursuing me whenever i fall away. keeping it flowing.
giving me rest and a place of peace and solitude with you. loving me.
knowing that i have sin and is a sinner.always forgiving.
picking me out of the rubbish. love without choice.