..they..

What has become true, remains true. The people that does not realize or recognize what is true from you, forgive them and pray for them with a sincere heart. Ask god to love them more and ask God to use you to help them notice what they are missing in life. There has been many countless moments in my life where people do not realize how much I have done for them, how much I care for them, love them, adore, trust, and want to be by their side. But know that God is the main priority and that he gets all the praise and glory. Many times we all want the fame and glory but it really is God who we should all give the honor and praise to.

In life, there will be people who will use you, deceive you, lie to you, cheat, steal, back stab, hate, envy, and play with your life. But do not let them bring you down because of the bad memories you have with them. Know that they got a taste of what good is like in this life time. Know that they got a taste of what love is like. Know that they were blessed by our God who is in heaven. Know that you were use by God to make them notice that our faith in our God is not fake, and our love for them is also not fake but legit.

Have you ever wonder how the other person will feel towards you if you did something god for them? have you ever been in a situation where you knew that they were struggling but you couldn't do anything for them but pray for them? Have you ever known some body where you trusted them and you two were so close but they just left you all of a sudden?

After all these questions, I don't want you to think of all the bad memories and store them up in your heart. I want you to notice too that you are a big inspiration to that person's lives. I don't want you to gather up all the bad things and use it against them, but rather take all the good things and let those good times, memories, and words overcome the hatred and the bad things. I bet you, I bet you there were much more good things than bad ones in your life. So, after talking about all these trials in life don't forget about our God is heaven who loves us all dearly. Be Blessed!

..His..

Love others, and your loving yourself. Help others, and your helping yourself.


This is some of the few words of wisdom I got from Thunder's Grandpa. I truly know that you are with our God in heaven! You will be miss by many and especially the one whom knew you best in life!

...when...

HOW DO I MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..this..

It saddens me when people don't hold onto their words. But most of all when its the person you thought she was going to be the one who will be by your side forever. It hurts me thinking about all the good times we had together and everything we talked and dreamed of together. It is even worst because she is probably reading this blog right now! But it saddens me more because there are only three people who knows me that visits my page here and actually reads them. None of my other guy friends know that I have a blog spot here. You were everything to me. I thought that our relationship was going to work out. I trusted in God, believed, and prayed every night and day for you and us. I thought that you really wanted this to happen in the first place. Do you remember the talks we had? Do you remember the times we had together? Do you remember how we started out this relationship? Do you remember the prayer we prayed and sealed our relationship with? It is so hard for me to let go like this? I forgive, I still trust you, and I still love you because of God's love for us.

..break..

...sighs...something that I never wanted to hear or see finally happened!



All praise and glory to God!!!!!!!!

..summer..

wow! It has been so long ever since I came back here and wrote something. I suppose it was because God had put someone special into my life and especially made it a memorable year or month for me and her. This time of the year, there were a whole lot of people getting together. What I really mean is that there were many couples who got together and made their wonderfully beautiful vowels and some who are officially a couple and is dating. Simpson has surely changed my life, no, GOD has changed my life and made me into anew being. There were the times where the sweet aromas around me would just fade away and there would seem to have a bitter smell of revenge and hatred flying slowly inside my head and thoughts. Every move and action had to be carefully examined or it would turn out to be a big consequence that I will have to suffer with. But, above all these bad events or bombarded situations that I just went through in a short amount of time I still go to God fro specific direction and forgiveness because he gives it freely and abundantly. All we have to do is ask him with a whole faithful loving heart that God is going to bless you. Faith is believing and trusting in God. We are all seen through God righteous only because of Christ who makes us righteous. I miss being on campus and around Simpson folks right now. But I know that God has his plans for me here in Stockton as of right now so I will pray and look forward into what God has in store for me.